Every mistakes I made has taught me to be more careful and mature in future. I know, maybe for you guys what I did was a waste of time. I know some of you mad at me. But you guys never know what is important is your support for me to go through this tough life. A very tough I ever had. At the moment. Yeah.
But now, I only think about my future. Selfish? Call whatever you want. I have wasted a year of my life on doing nothing. Not really nothing actually. I was trying to do something in the past but still I was in the same level. Stubborn-headed? Yes, but that is the only way I can do. I have my own plan. My future is what important for me. You guys never want to understand. I know I am such a burden to you people, but hey, I am trying to find other way to rebuild my own life, my future. I am not asking for something hard. All I need is you guys support. Is it too much to ask?
I know sometime I am rushing when it comes to make a decision. Every time I think about this, I will think where I am and what I am doing right now if I am not what I am doing today? Or maybe this is what we called it, fate?
I am lucky to have these two special person in my life whom I respect, I loved and I cannot lived without. Thank you for every support you've given to me.
I don't know how long I can pretend to be strong. All I know is I won't give up no matter how hard life treated me. If that's deal, then I'll deal with it.
But now, I only think about my future. Selfish? Call whatever you want. I have wasted a year of my life on doing nothing. Not really nothing actually. I was trying to do something in the past but still I was in the same level. Stubborn-headed? Yes, but that is the only way I can do. I have my own plan. My future is what important for me. You guys never want to understand. I know I am such a burden to you people, but hey, I am trying to find other way to rebuild my own life, my future. I am not asking for something hard. All I need is you guys support. Is it too much to ask?
I know sometime I am rushing when it comes to make a decision. Every time I think about this, I will think where I am and what I am doing right now if I am not what I am doing today? Or maybe this is what we called it, fate?
I am lucky to have these two special person in my life whom I respect, I loved and I cannot lived without. Thank you for every support you've given to me.
I don't know how long I can pretend to be strong. All I know is I won't give up no matter how hard life treated me. If that's deal, then I'll deal with it.
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