Few minutes before I was quiet happy with my life...
Few minutes after he told me, I was like... " Damn you stupid. Just say no if you don't want to..."
And now I am blaming myself for being such a very nice person to someone who don't deserve my kindness. Big sigh.
No revenge here, please. It is just I want to be more secure. What happened in the past really teach me how to live safely in future.
People come and go from my life. The worst part is IF THAT kind of people come back into my life. It freaks me out y'know. No, not that I am afraid to confront with them. They can still be my friends if they want to. I really am okay about it. See, how nice I can be towards 'em?
Trust. I wish I could give it back at you. But, only chances I can give because I believe everybody deserve a second chance in their life. Don't mess things up, again, friend.
A bit emo tonight. Well, not too emo. More too curious and worried. Whoever read this that think I am stupid or sane or whatever u called it, it's all up to you. Don't do judge if you don't want to be judged! :)
Goodnight. :)
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